Have you ever wonder, how does it feel
To live in a world full of love
When you can't feel it for yourself?
(But this is a mental health day, everyone!)
Have you ever asked yourself, how does it feel to be yourself.
I know that I should love my life more, should love myself more.
I am aware that I am in denial, I am in such a big hole that only exist in my mind.
And that hole, is surely painful.
They did not see it and they surely can't understand it.
On how does it feel, to listen to your stories? And pretending that I am okay to listen to that kind of stories?
Someone, please fill in the gap.
I just don't know how to destroy the jealousy that burning unconsciously, that keep telling me, that you are not good enough to be loved. And I don't even have the enough standards, to be looked at. To be approach at. And by that, you have to tell yourself to change.
A big ball of tiring moments made me yell; "Please, love me back, universe".
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