it's like consuming pills, you hope it would heal everything but you have to go through the bitter things first.. and there is no guarantee that the pills would work, so..

and then you see a rollercoaster ride, you see the hole is way too clear in front of you, yet you want to taste those, purely, even the hole sucked you deep

you know, it's fun to be irrational sometimes

+ and as mraz said, cause i like being submerged in your contradictions dear