the most important

i keep reminding myself over and over that in order to love someone and to be loved back, is to love yourself. because yourself is the one you will go through for the thick or thin, for the rest of your life.
and when i can achieve that level on loving myself in whatever my current condition and situation, i may grow to be a better person

it's almost december, people! and yes, i already have a new goal;


mindfulness.
to love yourself (but not being selfish). assertive!
to build relationship with people, a deeper connection (open yourself up!)
to experience new things, spice up my life a little bit
to have the principle in life, and to be more mature and to be grateful & happy in life


i know that those are not a list of concrete goals, but let's see it next year :)


so, how's 2015?

real answer: stressful. but life-changing.
i see (and, perhaps, feel) in 2015 that my hopes are turned to reality, and for that i'm really really grateful. but i think right now, i'm losing all the old me, where i love to motivate myself to achieve better things, to pat my own shoulder and standing up again.. it feels like, i'm half alive in this situation, all the hatred and jealousy all over my mind and i just can't get a grip of it
changing mindset is not an easy task, but i have to force it. people are full of variations and masks, so i have to be kind (not a fool).

p.s: be helpful and smile more!



Deb,

on the 26th of November